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Knowledge that is Fruitful

Next week is the beginning of a new semester. This one will likely be more challenging than the last, as I will be taking a couple classes covering material in which I haven’t spent a ton of time studying before, one of which is a class focusing on the life of Dietrich Bonhoeffer. Although I have read some Bonhoeffer, I can say honestly I have barely scratched the surface of his brilliant mind. I decided to take this 400 level theology elective in my freshman year because it will only be offered this one time and because Bonhoeffer was not only brilliant, but he lived a life which truly demonstrated the things he believed. Another reason would be that the professor is currently co-authoring a book on Bonhoeffer and one of the texts will be the manuscript of his book.

In my limited reading of Bonhoeffer, I came across the following quote in the chapter on Pharisees in his book Ethics:

The knowledge of the Pharisees was dead and barren, but the knowledge of Jesus and of those who are allied with Him is alive and fruitful

This challenges me, especially as I am going to Bible College. The constant problem with education is that we can be filled with all kinds of knowledge, but if we fail at our relationship with Christ, that knowledge will not bear fruit. Because I have Christ living in me, the knowledge I gain must bear fruit. The fruit, I imagine, will look different as life goes on, but it must be good fruit. Good fruit is that which demonstrations love toward others and benefits the Kingdom of God.

As my Grandmother often said, “Knowledge comes from college, but wisdom comes from God.”

This is my King!

A brilliant and moving video that was shown in chapel this morning. Enjoy.

Lord God! Behold, I do not know how to speak…

On Tuesday at chapel I shared on the topic of prayer. This was my first “sermon” of sorts as the Spiritual Life Commissioner at Prairie. As I prepared I was reminded of Jeremiah’s words in response to God appointing him as a prophet.

Now the word of the LORD came to me, saying,

“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,
and before you were born I consecrated you;
I appointed you a prophet to the nations.”

Then I said, “Ah, Lord GOD! Behold, I do not know how to speak, for I am only a youth.”
(Jeremiah 1:4-6 ESV)

Now, I wouldn’t go so far as to say I know how he must have felt, for I have never heard the voice of God calling me to be a prophet to all nations. However, as a student leader I have a certain responsibility that at times I feel somewhat ill-equipped to fill.

Following the above passage, God responds with these words:

But the LORD said to me,

“Do not say, ‘I am only a youth’;
for to all to whom I send you, you shall go,
and whatever I command you, you shall speak.
Do not be afraid of them,
for I am with you to deliver you,
declares the LORD.”
(Jeremiah 1:7-8 ESV)

This is comforting. I am confident that God has brought me into this position, not because of anything I can do, or because I’m more worthy than anyone else, but because God gives gifts to those who are willing to receive them. Because it is God who gives the gifts, we are able to fulfill the responsibilities He has for us.

I’ve heard it said that the greatest ability a Christian can have is availability! When we make ourselves available to God, He will move our lives in the direction that He has always intended for us, and there’s nothing more fulfilling than knowing I am doing the work my Creator intended me to do.

Our Response to An Invitation

Psalm 15 from The Message:

God, who gets invited to dinner at your place?
How do we get on your guest list?

“Walk straight,
act right,
tell the truth.

“Don’t hurt your friend,
don’t blame your neighbor;
despise the despicable.

“Keep your word even when it costs you,
make an honest living,
never take a bribe.

“You’ll never get
blacklisted
if you live like this.” (Psalm 15, The Message)

I love this passage because it provides a pretty clear and simple explanation for how to please God.

Walk straight, act right, tell the truth. Don’t hurt, don’t blame, despise wrong-doing. Keep your word.

Although these things are easier to say than to do on a daily basis, if we keep them in our minds and on our hearts, and just take a moment to meditate on them now and then, they will become the foundation for how we go about our lives.

Take a moment to ask God for help with this. He is the only One who can provide you with strength and discipline to walk in holiness and love.

God’s Method

What is God’s purpose for humanity? If it is to bring us into relationship with Him, how can He do that when we tend to be so rebellious? Is it possible He uses the pain in our lives to bring us to a realization of our need for Him? Does God use, and even at times, inflict difficulty in our lives to achieve His purpose?

What we may experience as a difficult situation at the time may turn out to be a time when God used us the most. God says in our weakness He is strong. All through scripture, many of the godliest people had to endure extremely difficult situations. I think about Hosea, and how God told him to marry a prostitute, even though God knew that she wouldn’t be faithful. Is it possible that God can actually place us into situations that many would view as painful and even wrong, for the purpose of glorifying Himself or teaching someone else? In the case of Hosea and Gomer, God was providing a real life example of His relationship with Israel.

For me, it is very freeing to think of God as bigger than our pain, and when I’m experiencing pain, to know that I am never outside the will of God, even in the midst of torment. God may not remove that pain immediately, even when dealing with someone of great faith, in order to achieve His purpose, which may only be revealed to us when we see Him face to face. Until then, true faith is the ability to say in the midst of pain, “You are God, and I will trust You!” I believe that’s what Christ said when He prayed, “My Father, if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may your will be done.” Being God, Christ new what God’s will was, and that He had to endure suffering to achieve God’s ultimate plan.

When Paul met Jesus on the road to Damascus, God convicted him, and even made him blind so that he would completely depend on God’s guidance to lead him to Ananias, and be healed and anointed by the Holy Spirit. After Paul spent his energy persecuting the Christians, God took drastic measures to stop Paul and use him for His glory. I imagine traveling blind would have been an incredibly uncomfortable experience for Paul, not to mention being convicted of opposing God when all the while Paul thought He was doing the will of God. In that case, God could have made Paul’s conversion more comfortable, but He found it necessary to make Paul depend on Him. It appears as though God did not give Paul much of a choice in the matter.

Now, I realize all of what I am saying can simply be responded to with the argument that God just uses the bad things that happen to us, and doesn’t actually cause those bad things to happen. I guess one has to decide what they believe God is capable of. If the decision is that God is not capable of bringing death and destruction upon His creation, take a closer look at scripture, and you will find that God’s wrath is just as common as His mercy, and His ultimate and final act of wrath will be when He destroys His enemies once and for all. As Romans 9:20 says, who are we to question God?

Finally, I’d like to bring a bit of balance to this matter. It is our responsibility to pray for and take care of those in need. It is not our responsibility to determine whether or not a person is enduring pain as a part of God’s plan, or to try and determine what God’s plan is in that situation. God calls us to take care of those in need, pray for their well-being, and trust that God will take care of them.

Enemy Occupied Territory

Enemy-occupied territory – that is what this world is. Christianity is the story of how the rightful king has landed, you might say landed in disguise, and is calling us all to take part in a great campaign of sabotage.” – C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity.

If all Christians would take this idea seriously, and apply it to their lives, what a different world we would live in. Instead, we have a hard time resisting the urge to indulge in what the enemy has to offer while we are living here.

This idea has been more real to my wife and I recently, as we prepare to make a change that some consider crazy (we know some think this because they’ve told us). We are asked questions like, “how will you support your family?”, “what will you do once you’re done school?”, and other questions regarding our kids and our house which we are selling.

It seems as though we have this idea that we need to have everything in order before we respond to God’s calling. Here are a few things I think about when I have doubts:

  • God does not NEED our money. He only asks that we be generous with what we have.
  • God does not NEED our abilities, but wants us to be faithful with the gifts He’s given us.
  • God does not depend on our plans to fulfill His own plan for our lives, He just asks that we listen and obey.
  • We don’t need to know God’s whole plan to take the first step, we only need to trust Him.

Let us not get caught up in becoming too comfortable in enemy occupied territory. Remember, God has us here for a mission, which, in the details, can look different from person to person. But the call to all God’s people is to love and obey Him, love others and live a life that demonstrates the holiness given to us by God through Jesus Christ.